November 15th at his wife's charity drive
Walt could hardly complain about a charity drive, nor had he, when his wife had informed him of her plans (informed, not asked; though she sometimes still pretended to seek his opinion on the details of her campaign events it would be an fallacy to pretend he had any actual agency in the planning of these things). Actually, he'd been a bit relieved about this one, since it wasn't overtly political; he'd come along in the hopes that maybe for one day, he could pretend that Ellie was still the charity organizer, author, mother and wife she had been for the past decade. In the past month she had transformed into Eleanora, the potential Minister, and although he hadn't said as much--and wouldn't say as much--he wasn't sure he liked the transition. Did Eleanora the potential Minister still have time to do all the things she had done before, or did one of her myriad of roles need to go in order to make room for these new political ambitions? If something was on the chopping block, so to speak, Walt had a feeling it wasn't going to be her charities or her books.
That was the real reason he would never bring it up, he supposed. As maddening as it was to wonder whether he and the girls were taking a distant second in her new chain of priorities, it was better than having it confirmed in some kind of ultimately unsatisfying and unproductive argument. The race would be over in a little over a month--and despite what Walt kept telling everyone he spoke to on the subject, he didn't really think that Eleanora would win, if for no other reason than she was a woman and not the sort of wealthy and well-connected woman that Josephina Flint and Evangeline Orpington were--and things would go back to normal.
Today, he was just going to pretend things were already normal, he'd decided. He'd almost certainly have to talk politics with someone sooner or later during the event, but in the meantime, this was just a charity drive. Winter clothes for children; who could complain about that?
He'd wandered over towards the door to refill his cup--black coffee, which he'd been drinking more and more of since Eleanora had flooded their social calendar with campaign events--but spotted a familiar coat sticking up in one of the donation bins. Drawn to it like a moth to a candle, Walt found himself abandoning his empty mug on a nearby shelf and plucking the coat out of the bin to take a closer look at it. It was Clementine's, his youngest daughter's. Eleanora must have put it in there, to jump start the drive. Clementine had outgrown the sleeves on it that year, so it was more or less the perfect thing to bring to a drive like this--but quite out of nowhere, Walt resented Ellie having donated it without his knowing about it. He didn't even know why seeing it in the bin produced that sort of reaction from him, because there was no reasonable, logical way to explain it. It wasn't as though he was involved in the day to day decisions about what the children wore, as the head of the household, but... well, this seemed personal, somehow. This was theirs, it was his daughter's, and he didn't want it being sacrificed for the cause.
Besides, he noted, none of the twin's things were in the bin--because Clementine would wear them soon, or would grow into them over the next few years. If they'd had another child, a younger child, then Clementine's jacket wouldn't have been in here, either--and the fact that it was seemed like a visceral confirmation of everything he'd been subconsciously fearing, a sort of slap in the face for not only him, but his family.
Walt folded the coat over his arm and turned towards the door--he'd secret it out and get it home, somehow, without Ellie seeing it, but he couldn't stand to see it in the bin right at the moment, no matter how irrational he knew it was. Before he could take a step, however, he realized that someone else had just arrived--and had probably, from their perspective, seen the husband of the event's organizer robbing the donation bins. He blinked at them, momentarily at a complete loss as to how to explain himself.
Walt could hardly complain about a charity drive, nor had he, when his wife had informed him of her plans (informed, not asked; though she sometimes still pretended to seek his opinion on the details of her campaign events it would be an fallacy to pretend he had any actual agency in the planning of these things). Actually, he'd been a bit relieved about this one, since it wasn't overtly political; he'd come along in the hopes that maybe for one day, he could pretend that Ellie was still the charity organizer, author, mother and wife she had been for the past decade. In the past month she had transformed into Eleanora, the potential Minister, and although he hadn't said as much--and wouldn't say as much--he wasn't sure he liked the transition. Did Eleanora the potential Minister still have time to do all the things she had done before, or did one of her myriad of roles need to go in order to make room for these new political ambitions? If something was on the chopping block, so to speak, Walt had a feeling it wasn't going to be her charities or her books.
That was the real reason he would never bring it up, he supposed. As maddening as it was to wonder whether he and the girls were taking a distant second in her new chain of priorities, it was better than having it confirmed in some kind of ultimately unsatisfying and unproductive argument. The race would be over in a little over a month--and despite what Walt kept telling everyone he spoke to on the subject, he didn't really think that Eleanora would win, if for no other reason than she was a woman and not the sort of wealthy and well-connected woman that Josephina Flint and Evangeline Orpington were--and things would go back to normal.
Today, he was just going to pretend things were already normal, he'd decided. He'd almost certainly have to talk politics with someone sooner or later during the event, but in the meantime, this was just a charity drive. Winter clothes for children; who could complain about that?
He'd wandered over towards the door to refill his cup--black coffee, which he'd been drinking more and more of since Eleanora had flooded their social calendar with campaign events--but spotted a familiar coat sticking up in one of the donation bins. Drawn to it like a moth to a candle, Walt found himself abandoning his empty mug on a nearby shelf and plucking the coat out of the bin to take a closer look at it. It was Clementine's, his youngest daughter's. Eleanora must have put it in there, to jump start the drive. Clementine had outgrown the sleeves on it that year, so it was more or less the perfect thing to bring to a drive like this--but quite out of nowhere, Walt resented Ellie having donated it without his knowing about it. He didn't even know why seeing it in the bin produced that sort of reaction from him, because there was no reasonable, logical way to explain it. It wasn't as though he was involved in the day to day decisions about what the children wore, as the head of the household, but... well, this seemed personal, somehow. This was theirs, it was his daughter's, and he didn't want it being sacrificed for the cause.
Besides, he noted, none of the twin's things were in the bin--because Clementine would wear them soon, or would grow into them over the next few years. If they'd had another child, a younger child, then Clementine's jacket wouldn't have been in here, either--and the fact that it was seemed like a visceral confirmation of everything he'd been subconsciously fearing, a sort of slap in the face for not only him, but his family.
Walt folded the coat over his arm and turned towards the door--he'd secret it out and get it home, somehow, without Ellie seeing it, but he couldn't stand to see it in the bin right at the moment, no matter how irrational he knew it was. Before he could take a step, however, he realized that someone else had just arrived--and had probably, from their perspective, seen the husband of the event's organizer robbing the donation bins. He blinked at them, momentarily at a complete loss as to how to explain himself.

