02-23-2014, 08:27 PM
It was an immense relief when he relented but there was some place, deep in her chest, that rang with a feeling of lost opportunity. Why did she want him to know, even a little? Less than an hour ago she'd ran a fast as she could manage, trying to escape even his glance. What could she benefit from him knowing? She knew she'd been wronged. It wasn't fair in the slightest but when was fairness ever taken into account? At least on the streets she made her own decisions. She wasn't scheduled for treatments except for the ones she prescribed for herself.
"Tea would be... wonderful" She said with audible longing. Tea sounded so familiar and... civilized. And she needed some civility. She didn't think he meant any malice towards her but she could not risk him telling anyone she was as mad as they expected her to be. She could hide forever in the dregs of society as long as they didn't look for her too hard.
"It is interesting." She said encouragingly and tried a smile though it felt weak and shaky on her face. He really hadn't changed much. She rarely permitted herself to think 'what-ifs' but the way he hadn't really changed at all was taking her back. She wondered if she'd not been sent away, if her other prospects dissipated, if they'd married... would he still be the same. It was just as hard to imagine him with a wife as it was trying to imagine where she'd be now if she hadn't been locked away.
"Tea would be... wonderful" She said with audible longing. Tea sounded so familiar and... civilized. And she needed some civility. She didn't think he meant any malice towards her but she could not risk him telling anyone she was as mad as they expected her to be. She could hide forever in the dregs of society as long as they didn't look for her too hard.
"It is interesting." She said encouragingly and tried a smile though it felt weak and shaky on her face. He really hadn't changed much. She rarely permitted herself to think 'what-ifs' but the way he hadn't really changed at all was taking her back. She wondered if she'd not been sent away, if her other prospects dissipated, if they'd married... would he still be the same. It was just as hard to imagine him with a wife as it was trying to imagine where she'd be now if she hadn't been locked away.
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